The “Life After Sludge Demonic Possession” posts I have, both on this blog and on Medium, are a multitude in education for people who are not familiar with the nature of evil djinn and what they can do to a person in a lifetime. This is sort of like a public survivor documentary for me and for those who wish to understand where my Spartanite Strength originates from.
As a survivor of 4 djinn sent to kill me by select relatives on my estranged Father’s side, the same way my Father sadly passed away, breaking free from this prison — has been a never ending nightmare but it is with great joy and pride, that I now serve others from this horrific abuse and pain.
I received the e-mail and it made me stop and think.
Wow. This is the day I had been waiting for! A part of me was still nervous, but I was ready to let go of what had ceremoniously served me but it was time to leave. I had questionable thoughts run through my mind. “Will I be okay?”, “Is this the right thing to do?”. Completing the reply on the email, I hit send and took a deep breath. It was like taking the training wheels off a kid’s bike. You were finally free but also now were completely self-reliant and could take care of yourself.
Cleaning a salon floor 4 years back with a wet rag with my right foot with a broken heart and broken bank account but at least free of evil spirits (!), I prayed inside with the utmost of pain to be able to have Spartanite up and running completely and to be able to have a LIFE that was stolen and taken away from me by various members of my Dad’s family, evil as they are (yes I know all of you religiously read this blog to keep tabs on me and why I am not yet dead and your miserable plans failed) to show OTHERS that there is a life you can create for yourself, no matter what you have endured.
Spartanite, is my testimony of creating something with my bare hands that gave me back the dignity and honour that evil djinn took away from me.
After a lifetime of abuse from evil djinn in ways that no amount of blog posts will ever be able to cover, evil djinn infested possessed “men” that are all my ex partners who are ALL abusers, perverts, narcissists, rapists, sociopaths, and one is a murderer as well (and should be shot dead, with what they do with women – each of them is mentally and emotionally a sicko and I don’t state this lightly on a PUBLIC PLATFORM), I sat in a hot bath one day with some really lovely bath salts and just smiled. It was a confusing day. Normally, when I look back on my past and I really try not to, all I can do is just sob and cry with pain. Today, I was smiling! It felt really strange and I decided to ask my intuition. My answer was funny.
“OH COME ON KID, WE MADE IT OUT. WE MADE IT OUT OF THE DEATH TRAP! WE ARE ACTUALLY ALIVE AND THRIVING, WOO HOO. COME, LET’S CLEAN UP AND GO TO WAFFLE HOUSE TO GET SOME ICE CREAM WITH SPRINKLES TO CELEBRATE!”
Reclaiming your power, is a remarkably strange concept.
It’s a concept that most people will never come to learn because they are living in a toxic environment. It is incredibly liberating never to deal with someone’s bullshit again, someone’s lies, cheating, mindgames, and evil djinn giving you anxiety, breathlessness, and suicidal thoughts at every turn. These series of blogs are very important for me to write, as it is not only education for those who haven’t endured this pain — but giving hope to those who have escaped djinn, that there is LIFE outside the hostage that evil spirits put you under.
It is a joy to help other people break free from their cages of self-destruction, of pain, horror and shame. It is a blessing to open doors for people, create roads where none previously existed and do this all through SPARTANITE. It is with gratitude that I am not abused by a perverted, rapist cheating bastard on a daily basis, tortured by narcissists bound to be by the sludge evil jinn. I am happy that I can finally lay in my bed and breathe, not filled with fear and panic, when the next shoe will drop. Reclaiming power means letting go of EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE who isn’t in alignment with a life you have so audaciously created for yourself.
When people ask me what is “special” about my story and who I am, I always smile.
Average people don’t understand that surviving evil spirits and evil magick placed on you by evil relatives to watch you slowly suffocate and die after murdering your father in cold blood through in the same manner; and just about missing the target on your mother, to die the same way, taking your financial standing, sanity, and everything away from you — and not only that, but to SUCCESSFULLY break through that and build something like Spartanite, deserves untold awards from the high heavens.
Sure, I AM an award winning Spartanite, but no one can give me an award for the pain I have endured and have chosen to leave behind. I gave myself the award by telling myself, in my life no one’s opinion counts more than MY OWN. I know each person reading this (evil people don’t count as human) is struggling with SOMETHING. Something you think you may never overcome whatever pain has ran inside you, but I can assure you with your own strength and courage (and Sparty help!), you WILL. Today, I have a fully running business, I see good men accessible to me, men who know me treat me with respect and kindness, I have decent friends, I have proper health and sanity and I finally have hope to live a life that was stolen from me. I have honourable clients who are more like friends to me than clients, and each cage I blast open for someone who comes to me, is a life worth living for.
Fate and Destiny CAN BE CHANGED as I did for myself and do for countless others today. I am proud to be an Occultist, for the Occult itself indeed destroyed my life and gave me the chance to use it properly to rebuild all the magickal damage into a strong structure of empowerment.
I AM THE SPARTANITE, I TRANSFORM OTHER MEN INTO SPARTANITE MEN AND WOMEN, INTO SPARTANITES. That is my LIFE MISSION and new worlds of Sanity, helped me walk in alignment to live BOLD, RAW, EMPOWERED, AND UNAPOLOGETIC.
Thank you Belvia, my chief spirit guide, you have pushed me more than you will ever know and I wouldn’t be half the woman I am without your love and guidance. Thank you to all my Spirits who work round the clock day and night to make this all possible for everyone.
Most of all, Thank you God, you never gave up on me when I had given up on myself.